Felix's Meals

yeah.

many of you already know through facebook

that Felix has cancer.

and what's sad is that it's not the first stage.

it's already spread from the spleen to the liver.

26th of September

is his birthday.

he's officially 11 years old now.

i guess,

this would be his last birthday.

(he's still alive. don't worry :P)

Anyways,

brought him to the vet on his birthday with my sec bro.

btw, the boy touching him is a Malay!

i think he's adopted or something.

at first,

the doctor said that he suspected that he has cancer.

when i heard the word 'cancer',

i was kinda stunned for a while.

then i pretended not to care and played with my phone

as i was already tearing ><

then finally during the ultra scan,

i controlled a bit,

so i stood up and look at the ultra scan image,

the doctor started to explain...

then when he said felix has only 1 month to live,

i couldn't control myself,

went out of the room

and started to cry.

yea!

i can't believe it!

it's my very first time crying in public!!!

oh my gosh!!

so embarrasing :P

hehe.

anyways.

was super emo-fied for two days

to the point that i cried everytime i saw or thought of felix.

it was only after this super emo-fying two days

that i actually chilled a bit,

and try to find a way to help felix to,

maybe not suffer so much.

hence,

i read books (okay, it's book) and online articles on how to take care of dogs with cancer.

first thing first,

change his diet!

now,

for breakfast,

he'll be having FAT FAT pork, egg, tofu, and carrots.

(sorry, forgot to take photo of the end result :P)

and for dinner,

Sardines with tomato, garlic, ginger, carrots, and olive oil.

yummy :)

anything cooked by chef Joo,

eaten by her dogs,

are certified the yummiest and healthiest =D

ha ha ha :P

anyways,

he's showing some signs of improvements now,

more active than usual.

but,

anytime we see that he's suffering,

we'll let him go and put him to sleep.

however,

still keeping my fingers cross and hoping for the best!

please PRAY FOR FELIX okay :)

thanks guys

*love*

ttfn

(there's a change somewhere, coming soon :P will update when it's done :P)