Lost and Directionless

This week would be my very last week of my 2 weeks plus holiday.

ask me what have i been doing,

honestly, nothing.

what i've done this whole holiday was

mainly eating, sleeping, day dreaming, web surfing, a little stalking, and 'working'.

totally

meaningless.

Now that it's the last week,

i'm finally thrown with the decision to either take a combination of

F7 F8 or F8 F9 or F7 F9

honestly speaking,

anyone of them is fine with me,

coz i don't even know why am i studying this course in the first place.

i've came to a point where i don't know what i want anymore.

i'm just like a blind-folded person,

walking wherever i'm asked to or lead to or whatever,

and trust me,

walking lost and directionless when you're blind-folded is

double the stress/pain (or whatever you call it) when you walk with your eyes open.

why am i saying this?

because if you were to ask me,

or... if i were to be given a choice

of i want to study if i can quit ACCA,

my answer to you,

i Don't Know!

ahhhhh..

whatever lah..

it'll never be a choice anyways..

so,

que sera sera.

(means 'whatever will be will be' in spanish)

Anyways,

today should be a slightly happier day,

coz i'd be meeting up with my high school friends,

after not meeting up for a very very very long time.

and....

it's also my dear Onyx's 2nd Birthday! =D

Happy Birthday my dear <3

Love her so very much!

xoxo

ttfn.